You know what they always say? When you're ready and when the time is right, God will give you the person he has prepared for you. And it happened to me this year.
I told God that this year is His year. Ironically, I haven't done any big step yet to make it His year. Instead, he was the one who showered me with happiness and made it one of the best times of my life. I guess having found the person who makes me genuinely happy is a welcome surprise. Not that I was doubtful that he could melt my heart but the thought of the both of us nourishing the seed that was slowly growing did not stick in my mind at the onset.
Now, I believe that there are no random circumstances, just indefinite events that are bound to zip and become definite when divine power and nature's forces finally give their thumbs up. I am thankful that this time I put my trust in God and in this person and did not force anything to happen. But more than that, I am extremely proud of myself to have taken the leap. The rock has been crushed.. so to speak. In replace, there's free flowing water ready to quench thirst and also bask in the warmth and brightness of the sun.
It's easy to be truly blissful when what you feel for the person is real. Everyday, you find comfort in knowing that someone is taking good care of you, is making you smile and is always there to listen. On the other hand, you find joy in sharing your thoughts and feelings and in bringing happiness to that person by being who you really are. It makes a lot of difference when there's someone whom you can hold hands or lean on. And as cliche as it may sound, life begins to have more meaning. You don't just sing songs, you sing songs with memories playing in your mind. Problems are lighter, dreams are more vivid and for the first time I feel like a child again excited to celebrate Christmas and any other holidays or occasions. There is actually truth in the saying that Love is the best catalyst to mankind coz I think people are just wiling away time without it.
I'm glad I have waited and I've learned to become vulnerable because I now appreciate more and whine less. I am able to finally live my life and love with my eyes wide open. And even though it's not always a walk in the park and there are a few things that we still need to work on, I trust that God will help us to sustain and become unwavering.
I'm so happy this person came into my life and that he listened to God and to his heart. I can't wait to have the time of my life during our journey together.
I'm in love and I want to spread my happiness to everyone:)
